Looking For You


[Verse 1:]
I've been down so long,
I've been hurt for so long,
There were times I thought I would never so the break of day.
It was hard for me,to see your plan for me
And I tried to believe surely it won't last always
But night after night, (Night after night, Night after night)
I pray Lord don't take your joy from me
Then late one night I read in your love letter that it's gunna get betta

[Chorus:]
Don't chea know that
I've been looking for you
I realized that nothing else will satisfy me
I'm so glad I found you
Now that I'm changed no one can keep me away from you

[Verse 2:]
And my enimies, tried to come for me
And they thought that my world was comin to an end
All the while you knew
That I would make it throgh
I seem closer than I was when I first began
Jesus you are, (Jesus you are, Jesus you are)
You are my sun right after the rain
Wherever you are
I just wanna be near you
I'm so glad I can hear you

[Chorus 2x]

Ohoh Ohohoh
Ohoh Ohohoh
Ohoh Ohohoh
Ohoh Ohohoh

Jesus you are, (Jesus you are, Jesus you are)
You are my sun right after the rain
Wherever you are
I just wanna be near you
I so glad i found you
[Chorus 2x]

Ohoh Ohohoh (ohoho)
Ohoh Ohohoh (ohoho)
Ohoh Ohohoh (ohoho)
Ohoh Ohohoh (ohoho)

[Outro]

Achievement

Ah, the sweet feeling of achieving dreams. Dreams that have been in my heart for years, for decades. They come just on time, on the latest hour,...just when you thought that it would have never happen. It tastes like fresh water, like a drop of perfume falling down your forehead, like the summer breeze,...it shows me that my life means to someone, someone I know of...I know in my heart.

This Year's Love:

This years love had better lastHeaven knows it's high timeAnd I've been waiting on my own too longBut when you hold me like you doIt feels so rightI start to forgetHow my heart gets tornWhen that hurt gets thrownFeeling like you can't go onTurning circles when time againIt cuts like a knife oh yeahIf you love me got to know for sureCos it takes something more this timeThan sweet sweet liesBefore I open up my arms and fallLosing all controlEvery dream inside my soulAnd when you kiss meOn that midnight streetSweep me off my feetSinging ain't this life so sweetThis years love had better lastThis years love had better lastSo whose to worryIf our hearts get tornWhen that hurt gets thrownDon't you know this life goes onAnd won't you kiss meOn that midnight streetSweep me off my feetSinging ain't this life so sweetThis years love had better lastThis years love had better lastThis years love had better lastThis years love had better last

Hurricane Glass

Hurricane Glass
(Feeny)Baby, I think that I'm dyingI wish I could see your faceOne more time, before I'm goneForever from this placeIt's not what I wantedIt's not what I plannedIt's not where I thought I'd beHurricane glassI've driven up and down the coastJust looking for a reasonTo wake up in the morningNow I'm in the Florida KeysAnd I just gave away my carI guess that I'm not going farAnd it's not what I wantedOh no, it's not what I plannedIt's not where I thought I'd beHurricane glassI counted all the tiles plastered on my hotel ceilingThen drank through my two fingers just to see how I was feelingAnd I tried to call you on the phoneBut the line was dead or you weren't homeAnd it's not what I wantedOh no, it's not what I plannedSee it's not where I thought I'd beIt's just where I amWalking through this tourist town,The heavy winds are blowingAnd something's coming towards meWell it looks like it’s the oceanAnd it's not what I wantedOh no it's not what I plannedIt's not where I thought I'd beBut it makes me laughIt's not what I wantedOh no, it's not what I plannedIt's not where I thought I'd beHurricane glass

Falling in and out of Love

I keep on fallin' inAnd out with youSometimes I love youSometimes you make me feel blueSometimes I feel goodAt times I feel usedLoving you darlin'Makes me so confusedI keep on fallin'In and out of love with youI never loved someoneThe way that I'm lovin' youOh, ohI never felt this wayHow do you give meSo much pleasureAnd cause me so much pain?And just when I thinkI've taken more than would a foolI start fallin'Back in love with youI keep on fallin'In and out of love with youI never loved someoneThe way that I'm lovin' youOh baby II'm fallin'I'm fallin'I'm fallin'Fallin'I keep on fallin'In and out (out) of love (love) with you (with you)I never (never) loved someone (loved)The way that I'm (I) lovin' youI'm fallin' in and out of love (of love)With you (with you)I never (no) loved someone (no no)The way that I'm (uh) lovin' youI'm fallin' in and out of love (of love)With you (with you)I never (no) loved someone (no no)The way that I'm (uh) lovin' you

Foy Vance Indiscriminate Act of Kindness

She came in from the cold. Wet! Dropped her luggage bags; looked the concierge in the eyeAnd said ‚I need a room for the night but I don't got no money. Will you take payment in kind?He said ‚ alright. I've got a room here you can share mine.Make the bed in the morning and that'll do fine. You can change in the bathroom, hang your clothes on the line‚A tear came to here eye as she thought‚ How could he be so kindShe sat down on the bed with a needleHe said I'd hate to see you bleedI'll just fetch a warm towel and sit with you till your dry She started to cry saying ‚Why‚ why, whyConsider it an indiscriminate act of kindness!She was cold turkey. He was holding her hand.She said I was ruined by a man‚ and this was never in my plan,I dreamed of men who loved me together we'd see the worldBut somehow I lost myself among the insults they hurledI'm sure you're a wonderful woman, and someday there'll surely be someoneSo just relax now. It's important that you're calmShe said‚ how is it you can see past me as I amConsider it an indiscriminate act of kindness!When you took your chances it was like you placed a betAnd sometimes this is the reward you can getI was always taught when you see someone defiledYou should look them in the eye and smileTake their hand or better still, take them home. Home. Home?She awoke early in the morning made the bed gathered up her clothes to leaveSaw the concierge curled on the setteeAnd said what you did for me is hard for me to believeI was just doing what was right. No one that knows love could leave you out there on such a night.If you can help someone bear this in mindand consider it an indiscriminate act of kindnessConsider it an indiscriminate act of kindness!

October Home Made Bread

As in the book Como Agua para Chocolate, I also cook food depending on how I feel

When its Autumn, I feel letargic, and you I am missing the warmth of home I make this October Home Made Bread:

Ingredients:
Self Raising Flower
A glass of lukewarm water
Olive oil
Lupark Butter
Spring Onions
Garlic (2 cloves)
Coriandle
Salt

Cut the Garlic, Spring Onions and Coriandle in very small pieces. Warm the pan, add a little olive oil and fry for 2 mins. Remove from fire

Prepare the dough. Take a bowl. Chuck the flour in it. Mix the water with the flour until you get a firm dough (but still a little bit sticky. If you put too much flour, you wont get bread but home made stones). Put a big spoonful of lupark butter put some salt and chuck the stuff you have fried...mix it with the dough so that the bits go in the bread (not around it). Give it a nice shape and stick it in the oven.. not too long...its better to get the bread slightly undercooked (inside) ...it will finish cooking if you leave it in the oven that will be still be warm but switch off

If you like it let me know...

Tayloring

Well I suppose am getting good at blogging after 3 years. I have been scratching my head for year and years to find a good way to get into fashion; you would say that studying a degree on fashion would be the most intelligent thing to do, but you see, am already 25, dont want to spend 4 years in uni, don t have the money, dont have the time. So here I am the other day, thinking how the hell can I get any near a pattern and a piece of scissors...And then it clicked in my mind. The tailor round the corner from were I work...See, the thing is that sometimes my thinking is not really flexible, and I either think black or white, and I think that if am on this road, then I ll stay there forever, until I found a turning on the left/right...so, I started thinking about working in a fashion house, without being paid for a couple of hours so to add to my cv and see if I really want to do it, ..someone at work gave me the contact number for a well known fashion house here in London, to apply to work assisting the production manager. Spoke for 30 seconds ( the audiences with the Pope are longer, far out!) and agreed to forward the cv to the woman. Well, she did not get back to me. But I was so up for doing some working experience that well "me quede con las ganas" ( don t ask me to translate!) So I started thinking were could I go were were...and then I thought "precious" that boutique, women s wear,...so good yeah I could ask there...but then I realised they did not make any clothes then, so I turned back and saw the tailor from the corner. I go past there every day and I just admire the shirts and the poshness of the place! love it. So thought...well already got a no...lets go for the yes. So I went. The night before I chose nice clothes to wear, to make a nice entrance, and it worked. Thought they would look me from top to toe, and say "Sorry we don t do this here, the door is there" but they were actually so nice,...So I starting on monday until wednesday and I will see how it goes. Hope good!!
Ok going to sleep ....byee

movie nite

stayed last night up to 2.30 am and did not really care,..actually enjoyed the fact that I was not being responsible and wasn t bothered about my beauty sleep..mind you I got horribly late the next morning. We had a fab time yesterday...ate fine food...a mix of dips ( philadelphia with thai chilly sauce dip with grissini). Spanish tortilla made by my friend M from Asturias,...I made bruschetta (cherry tomatoes, olive oil from Caudete near la Mancha in Spain, raw garlic....should have added some basil...but left my basil plant in the old house!), we also had spicy black olives, bought it on saturday on a stall near west brompton towards fulham...where the somerfield is...gosh need to learn the names of the roads....am lost here) also had....what else...can t remember...oh yes...a cheese platter ( cheese with apricot...and the other one..apple wood cheese) with spanish chorizo and philadelphia, again ( so versitle that white fatty stuff)
It took us girls to decide for a movie 45minutes, and, as it always happens ...best decisions (movie decisions) are the ones taken on a hipe, and not through deep discussion....what did we ended up watching? The Date movie...we had a laugh though...

Humm...should think about changing this log onto a coockery book ( is that how you spell it..?)

Office Entertainment

Dear all,

I am completely bored in the office; there is no movement whatsoever, no nothing. Summer is outside (English summer, so nothing to get too excited about..) and I am inside a block of serviced offices looking through my window (a black framed window that features the beauties of a car parking building)

well nothing else to say

Sometimes I wish I was somewhere else...or I had a job that allowed me to travel a bit more...although I must confess I now find flying a tedious thing...I rather walk, or travel by train!

But how great would it be to go to Argentina, or Croatia, or China...

Ah! need to fly away from this summer boredom!